blabbers...

As the raging storm hounds all over, I am bounded to simply content myself to play on the reality of life, its struggles, triumphs, makes or breaks and the inevitable highs and lows of it.

It is then that I realized, although earlier leaned, that we human beings must be thankful for it. Whatever comes, should we consider it a blessing or not, must be acknowledged with a full heart. The grief, the pain and sufferings must be treated as inspirations for us to continue this blessed journey of ours.

I had my fair share of “downs” in life. At first, I was hesitant and tried to ignore that it was all because of my selfishness and self-centeredness but it abruptly sank in. It all took a matter of minutes. There was no turning back. At a glance, there I was, helpless as I could have been, ravaged with an illness called ‘’stroke’’.

I can hardly move my body. I couldn’t walk, eat or even speak. I felt like a candle slowly melting. All my dreams and plans were crushed. And there was I, alone...

Everything and everyone was gone. I was left all by myself...