Burst - again

Another nonchalant burst of things unnoticed but loved to be stared at. Less attention is needed but inner scrutiny is desired. Come to think of it...

Excuse me, but I think Golf is a dumb sport. You whack a ball, find it where it lands, and whacks it again, and again, and again, and again...

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A dude once said, all form with no substance at all is meaningless.

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What good is ‘sorry’ when its already done?

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Wanna’ see greatness and all its splendour?   Look and stare at that one in front of the glass mirror.

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How about beauty? Gaze on everything and everyone around you.

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It exists in the mind, therefore, it exist. It is.

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My favorite burst: Seize the day.

 

Jasmin

Fearing it might be my last appreciation of her as she’s already bound to leave me (o the other way around) together with her equally endeared siblings; I just weaved a bursting wheelchaired emotion specially made for her in her last birthday. Spare me the flaws and the literary inadequacies. It’s a long hard climb to be in a Hemingway’s magnitude.

''I once knew a girl. She always brings a smile on my face.  An ardent deliverer of hope and peace in me.  She always manages me to get a grip of what is happening and focus my wholeness only to her.  The mere thought of her makes me think of how life has been good to me, being glad of knowing her.  From the moment I laid eyes and placed my caring arms around her when she was still a baby, and seeing the way she grew up to be fine young woman that she has become, everything was magic.  No doubt she’s really everyone wants to see and know. I know that I was not true to her since I was so selfish, not being able to be with her during those needed times.  I’m truthfully sorry for everything and I know now that she understands for she is truly a ‘’sign’’ for me. She and her siblings has always been an inspiration for me to go on with life. Having somebody like her in my life is unfathomable.  I am thankful to God for knowing and loving somebody like JASMIN. I LOVE YOU ANAK and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!''

Jasmin

Imagine - refrain

Imagine - 2

Imagine how free

And easy it can be

Loneliness such unwanted

Pure joy unsolicited

In my own simple way

After many assay

Proud of it that I’m alive

Inspiration well derived

Imagine the pain

Every breath I gain

Death beside me

Future remains a croquis

Pulling back all that remained

Leaving me, I cried retain

Imagine the nights

Cold, alone as I cried

Sobs nobody hears

Hate without tears

As depression sinks in

Don’t know where else to begin

Imagine the loss

Precious time the most

Chance had slipped

Things that I once believed

Getting up a must

Even sometimes I fuss

Imagine, empathize

To feel and realize

What it has been

So all should have seen

Truly been a blessing

Imagine everything

Imagine

IMAGINE

Imagine how hard

Being separated and barred

The way you used to

Alienation starts to accrue

Before your sure forecast

Suddenly all dimast

Imagine all the effort

To make everything worth

Selfless sacrifices

That each one recognizes

It’s really very daunting

Much more, haunting

Imagine the pressure

All this a refresher

A quite unfamiliar environment

Modern in its content

Maybe a neophyte in the bureaucracy

Again, not that hasty

Imagine the feeling

Remembering, reliving and actually being

To a path once dared to walk

I should to lessen the talk

To look back I rather not

It brings just further draught

Imagine my strength

My willingness quite a length

I chose to live and survive

To face it all well and alive

Overcome through strife

So just imagine me without a life