ONE DAY

ONE DAY

Am not good at these

Neither an authority

So feel free to say whatever you please

Argue things that I talk about

Endless, careless

I scream out loud

Won’t dare be silent

And shut the hell up

Just don’t need to be violent

Situation I’m now suppressed

Barred from the freedom

To openly express

Is it wrong my dear?

My current stand

And other things I fear

Do whatever you can

Just ignore me

And the foolishness of a man

Indeed falling is not easy

To as spirited as you

By somebody as me

You make sense

To my whole being

Innovation you immense

But I’ll just keep it in

Inside my heart

Feelings I’ll be keen

Those things would be better

Hoping in my distant dreams

Maybe we’ll be together

PERHAPS

PERHAPS

I must have been wrong again

Made wrong moves

Lashed out wrong decisions

Misinterpreted the grooves

Pure dreams I relied

When reality speaks otherwise

I prayed and worked it out

What I wanted had me despised

Dedication I gave it all

The heaven is my witness

All there is on me

Now alone nonetheless

Dreams I had

Plans I made

Ignored and trashed

All of it stepped out of the gate

Time and again am reminded

Not to know it

What I feel now subsided

The love

The care

Everything....

And it wasn’t there

...all I do is to reminisce

Times that seemed forever

...sometimes treasure

The pain I now endure

I’m left with nothing

Yesterday is a shadow

Existing a day at a time

Living as an ordinary fellow

I know

It’s not over

Love will again show

...it will last...this time

Forever...

Imagine - refrain

Imagine - 2

Imagine how free

And easy it can be

Loneliness such unwanted

Pure joy unsolicited

In my own simple way

After many assay

Proud of it that I’m alive

Inspiration well derived

Imagine the pain

Every breath I gain

Death beside me

Future remains a croquis

Pulling back all that remained

Leaving me, I cried retain

Imagine the nights

Cold, alone as I cried

Sobs nobody hears

Hate without tears

As depression sinks in

Don’t know where else to begin

Imagine the loss

Precious time the most

Chance had slipped

Things that I once believed

Getting up a must

Even sometimes I fuss

Imagine, empathize

To feel and realize

What it has been

So all should have seen

Truly been a blessing

Imagine everything

Imagine

IMAGINE

Imagine how hard

Being separated and barred

The way you used to

Alienation starts to accrue

Before your sure forecast

Suddenly all dimast

Imagine all the effort

To make everything worth

Selfless sacrifices

That each one recognizes

It’s really very daunting

Much more, haunting

Imagine the pressure

All this a refresher

A quite unfamiliar environment

Modern in its content

Maybe a neophyte in the bureaucracy

Again, not that hasty

Imagine the feeling

Remembering, reliving and actually being

To a path once dared to walk

I should to lessen the talk

To look back I rather not

It brings just further draught

Imagine my strength

My willingness quite a length

I chose to live and survive

To face it all well and alive

Overcome through strife

So just imagine me without a life