Call me insane, maybe a fool
To think I’ll use it as a toll
Words you always throw
Are mistaken as a go
Forgive me for being so stupid
For not knowing as I earlier did
Sudden reminder of the impossible
Slamed with reality that is probable
Spare me of just looking at you
Be at myself, sane too
To know you are there, I’m excused
Seeing you nowhere, that I refuse
Be with me please, at least for a while
Let my feelings for you compile
My shout for attention, evade
For you my emotions are easy to persuade
But deep in my heart, it will still be you
Embedded in my mind too
Overlook me and forever ignore
Blink at my existence and what I’m here for
That I
fell...ignore...
